wtf

everything feels hard.

i’m really over every single thing i need to do and none of it feels good, none of it feels like i’m accomplishing anything. all of it feels meaningless and i’m over doing thankless work.

feelings aren’t facts, they’re indicators.

all signs point to the fact i need to do more with my life.

i think i’m finally ready for it.

but first: i need to eat a hot meal.

i need to get more than 4-5 hours of sleep.

i need to drink more water.

i need to carve out real time every day to sit with myself and do nothing.